[More and more lately he's becoming certain that Gwen's feelings have never been for him as much as - for what he represented. And he's beginning to wonder...if he is not guilty of the same. He's met her so briefly each time and now that he finally gets to spend time with her on a more permanent basis...it seems to have caused both of them nothing but heartache and confusion.]
No, he said nothing.
[Except indicate that he would like to do it again.]
[But what if he says he does feel something - what should he answer to that? And there is the small matter of Cas being well - a guy. While Anatole did help him grow more open-minded, it's a completely different thing to accept that of himself.]
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[What he's learned of his future in Camelot taught him as much.]
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Alright.
[A pause.]
Did Cas give you any idea of what the kiss really was? After all, you did say he had a few drinks in him, maybe it was just that.
[Or maybe that just gave him courage to act. But he waits to see what Lancelot says first.]
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No, he said nothing.
[Except indicate that he would like to do it again.]
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You're right, of course.
[He's so lost right now.]
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I would but I'm afraid Arthur would never forgive me should I let it go to your head.
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You know, I think you're both pretty special. And...I'll support you no matter what. And you can always talk to me.
[As nosy as Merlin is, he knows first-hand that this sort of situation is...delicate.]
And-
[Shut up Merlin.]
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The same to you.
[He raises an eyebrow, as if telling him to go on.]
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Make sure you court him properly.
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No, no, this day is as strange as he can bear it to be as it is.]
I'll talk to you soon.
[And he just. Cuts the feed. Dear Lord.]